>lol point taken
>First of all, I dont really consider my neighborhood "The hood". Its mixed income, mixed race and as a matter of fact the majority of the people on my street are elderly. Yeah theres some stuff that goes down once in a while but other people I know who come from REAL hoods like Rochester and Buffalo tell me how REAL hoods are. Neighborhoods where shootings are a weekly occurrence if not daily ones, and where people lose the majority of their friends to homicide by the time they are 19.
As far as me "siding" with other races. I can speak from experience right now and I would testify on a bible that the stuff I hear white people complain about is bullcrap. All bullcrap. When people complain that "whites cant get a job in America because the big bad black man took them all." is utter bullcrap. A lot of whites I knew growing up and working with were extremely hypocritical. VERY hypocritical. Doing things like telling me "Oh Im not racist I swear, I just hate the Ni--ers."
To the first part --- I understand losing a loved one is hard, but there are more depressing things in the world, for example, these gypsy kids are half naked because they can't afford clothing, they don't have a home, they don't have parents, they have to beg people for money to buy food, and they will die at a young age, yet they are happy:
To the second part --- what I complain is the truth. You need to meet me in person to understand what I've been through because text is one of the best methods of camoflauge for a person. You need to see my facial expressions, the way I talk and move and if you are an experianced person in terms of knowing a person just by looking at them, you will find out that I have been through enough to nearly go crazy. So much that my mental stamina has been drained, I cannot think anymore, I am fully automatic in everything I do because I do what requires little effort in thought. Also, you may find that I don't have feelings, you might find me, how would you say it, a bit dead. Oh and you will also find that I'm not social. At all. You ask the questions, I'll answer them, otherwise I won't say a fucking word.
>If you had someone die in your family and all I did was make fun of that dead family member all day long would you care?
Whites have no right to say the word because they dont understand the history behind it.
I never learned about whites being systematically enslaved, raped, whipped, beaten, lynched, segregated, stolen from their families, prohibited from voting, prohibited from getting jobs, considered only 3/5ths of a human or considered second class citizens while being called "Crackers."
Yes, I would care.
Whites invented the word, am I correct? Although I wouldn't say it because I really don't see a reason to because I really don't give a shit about the word. I'll only say it to a black person if he starts saying racial dregatory words to me and something that has to do with me.
You never learned about whites having all of that done to them because they don't teach world history in America and Canada. I can tell you, Macedonians were under Turkish occupation and enslavement. There wasn't just that, there was massacres and genocide. Under 500 years. Besides that other countries have occupied us. How a German war plane bombed the river, killed a few people and wounded others, some who are still alive without an arm or a leg, relatives of people I know. Besides that, what else? The Greeks and the name issue, the Albanians and Western Macedonia. The Greeks. What can I say about them except currently they don't recognize Macedonians in the Aegean part as a minority, they don't teach the language and hey, in history they've done horrible things to us. Things like how my father's father's brother, my grandfather's brother, was beaten and killed by Greek agents in a police station only because he spoke Macedonian to his mother who does not know Greek, the reason why my grandfather and his family went in exhile to Macedonia.
Yes, I did.